2 days after the BS i posted... yep.

Slowly, gotta move the stuff back on Track... so I decided use this little space to keep track of what i have been doing during the progression of recovering.

still playing games... yea... need to play less and eventually quit it..

finally installed debian on VM and get ready to play around with it. According to Jun I have 1 more week to prepare. I must score this one, even tho I have completely no idea or whatsoever experience on Networking. But hey... it's just like memorizing for a driving test, u just have to remember the rules and perform it well. Get all the rules you set.

OK ... enough BS, more reading... bai... to myself :)

 

So looking at the last post date.. 2006/6/8.

Amazing , it's been such a long time since I stop comming to this place. well maybe I really had become an anti-social... funny. but yea here is something for myself just trying to get some stuff straight....

Try to get ur life back on track baby! A man cant go down just like that... 27 you still have a long road ahead of you. You already fell behind. 27 should be a age deciding which house to buy and thinking about having baby or something very very productive. Go back to your friends, the ones that haven't heard from you for ages. By the time you get urself stuff up, life will be great again! AND STOP FKING URSELF OVER IN VIDEO GAMES IT"S NOT FREAKING WORTH IT. GET OVER IT. YOUR COMPANY IS GONE. YOU NEED A VISA TO STAY HERE, AND IT AINT GONNA JUST COME LIKE THAT. failing interviews is nothing! senior owned your face, so what? econ is bad, learn to live with it. you are a grown up now, 3 years from now, if nothing changed, it's probably a never. 10 years after I will see you sleeping on the street or living a life the way you want it, it's your own call. your teenage years were way over, all the shit happened in the past passed. no if, no but, no should've. it's all dead, so wake the fuck up!

let's do it. I am not gonna be like a loser. I am not born to be one, and I am way to smart to be one. cant be lazy, cant be afraid of bullshits, cant just sit here and wait for shit to happen... gotta make stuff happen. I wasn't like this before, I cant be like this anymore... straight it up... i've been through more shiats back then... now I cant quit like this... 10 years in state isnt a joke, I spent almost 1/3 of my life here... no wai I could last these long if I was a puss like now. so yea... let's do it....

6/7/2006 --  Today is known as the dead day for UC Davis Spring 2006 quarter. I've been suffering enough from 2 final project with somewhat very sad result -- one gave up with partial credit, one completed with malfunction. God I hope I can put out some amazing stuff on these finals so I can gtfo this place on time ; ;

Bro and Sis pray for me plz X(

 

I think I really picked the wrong major ;/

 

Some thoughts pop in my head while I am doing my review for my last final in 5hr from now.

GETTING THROUGH FINAL ISN'T ABOUT THE GPA! NEITHER THE SPRING BREAK!

IT"S ABOUT THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS, IT"S THE AMERICAN DREAM!

BURN THE MOTHER FUCKING PLACE DOWN!

12HR OF MY LIFE TIME WASTED IN LIBRARY BITCHESSSSSS!

LOLWTFOMFGBBQSTONECHEEEEEEESSSSYUMMMMMMMMM!

 

 

hmmm nvm.... i am going nuts... kinda....

harold & kumar go to the white castle  kinda rox.

go watch it 52 folks, if u still like the stoner crap

;) hope you guys all doing go. miss u all. let's party some time LOL

 

wellz I am rally tired now. so this wont be an big update X(

just turned some huge ass program project and a term paper in today.

I wonder if anyone still tracking this piece of shit myspace lol.... nothing much to say really

school sux period!

 

p.s attached some pic if u guys interested. about me and some AI producted that keep me awake during my hard working dayz (thx to tonny and pakka for the wonderful b-day gift X) ) by annoying the shit out of me lol

and some pic about how i was dieing on my bed after shit load of works lol... kinda feel sorry that i cant call my gf catherine so ofen now and ignored a lot of my firends by not going onto msn ; ; sorry guys.... please...... forgive me (not forget me ok!? >.> )

and clarie u ok? >->; sorry cant get on MSN lately ._."  cheer up！

 

new song: 纽约的司机驾着北京的梦

吃着那汉堡包却想着水饺

在Chinatown去找那家乡的味道 ~~~~~~~~~!  

水饺 睡觉 小姐水饺多少钱一碗！

 ok cheap joke. but hey :) i love u allz XD good nite

Nice :D It's this special day of the year for me again :3 b-day ... i wish hmmm i get a good grade on all my finals that been runing my life these few weeks, my parents/gf all healthy and happy for the comming up years and years. hmm two wishes kinda greedy :3 but XD who cares, that's what i want and all i care now :O

Sad thing is.... damn b-day i still stucking in the library now doing review for the assembly class final in ... 1hr..11min. prertty gay isnt it :)? but oh wellz i hope this get paid back good X(

at last happy birthday to myself , and 10000000000 thx to my dear friend clar who called me to say happy birthday from over-sea, even tho I was in hurry for reviewing, but still very touching. Sorry ying X( too busy to call u up these dayz, hope i can make a call tonite after i finish this gay final. miss u, and hope ur project going well. ok till next time :) all u guys who reads this take care of yourself, it's getting really cold here, dont know if it's the same at the other part of the world, but no matter, wear more stuff, dont get cold. :) bye bye!

《知足》-五月天

怎么去拥有一道彩虹
怎么去拥抱一夏天的风
天上的星星笑地上的人
总是不能懂不能知道足够

如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏要怎么拥有
如果你快乐不是为我
会不会放手其实才是拥有

当一阵风吹来风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷而祝福而感动
终于你身影消失在人海尽头
才发现笑着哭最痛

那天你和我那个山丘
那样的唱着那一年的歌
那样的回忆那么足够
足够我天天都品尝着寂寞
才发现笑着哭最痛

如果你快乐再不是为我
知足的快乐叫我忍受心痛

 

;) those  old memories keep kicking in these dayz.  

The Black Friday -- Great Thanksgiving, Great Fest of the United States of America.

Item Obtained: 160g SATA HD x2, Wireless Keyboard/Mouse x1. Totaly saving after rebate hmmm $240

 

Story about dirty thx giving: supposly, the original thanks giving was meant to thanks the native indians on the land of North america. When the first wave of european immigrant just arrived on this wasted land, they were dieing to lack of food, and surivial abilities. The native indian, even tho they cant communicate well, taught these poor bastards how to plant corps, hunt for food, and surivial on this land across the ocean. Then as easy as u can see, the white ppl make today as a special fest to being greatful to their saviors. And... how dirty is it? ha, they owned the indians half century later. They drove the indians out of their homeland, forced them to give up their culture, killed the chief of their tribes, makeing dirty treaty and breaking it upon their own wills with the indians. This shows what :/ dirty... 2... face... fuckers... how dare u still celebrating this fest when u totaly destoried its original purpose long ago... 

 

Story about black friday... on the habit of accounting, black means positve gain profit, red means negative gain, lost money. On every friday of thanks giving, due to the largest, and the craziest sale of the year, a lot of company can turn its red mark on finacial status to black. So it's called black friday. want to know how crazy is the sale :/ freaking stores opens at 5 am in the morning, ppl already camping outside the store starting at 9 to 10pm the nite before that just to get the biggest chunck out of it. Laptop ... 1k off the market price :) sexy isnt it :0? 

Cleaned my room finally ^^, no more exam for comming up 2 weeks, long weekend is comming, finished lab report earlier than i expected. only pre-lab left. MUHAHAHAHA I OWN! btw new pic update :) go check it out fags :D

now... i think i need to call up my GF and cheer her up a bit :O wish me good luck ^^

Thanks to limewire, i found this song again.(Even tho the stupid p2p thing did give me some extra stuff, if u dont know what i mean, random search on limewire and c what it gives u mostly ^^")

Johann Pachelbel (1653 ~ 1706) some random fact about him is..... i dont know lol... yet i have 0 ideas about classical music :X but who cares XD it's good, and it heals me whenever i am in sadness. you will like it, i garuntee it :o

 

Not much going on in my life. My cell phone number finally confirmed 510 285 7628. Whoever marked the number previously should double check with the one u have. Make sure u dont call up the poor indian guy again. ( wellz as if anyone actually calls me ;-;). Maybe being alone for too long, i start getting a bit weird day after dayz. It's like i am having a period or something, my mood will just go up and downs without reason. Orz i think i need some consouling from doctor soon ;(

 

great... 6am in the morning. I just finished my review for the exam comming up in.. hmm 8hrs i guess. 0 confident, cuz what i read is somewhat different from what i thought it supposed to be lol.... hope i dont owned in the face. I am so hungry right now... my tummy is eatting me from inside out ; ; ii miss the taste of rice >.> a huge bowl of rice with some vegitable dish

X(

I need the taste of real food Orz

 

wellz ;o going to finish the the stupid exam and order something good for myself for lunch ^^ happy day, wish me good luck in the exam :)

OK..... To everyone trying to call me out there, my cell phone is suspended. Due the Cingular poor database management, someone is using the same social security as me... so i cant get the phone reactivate recently unless i show them some provement i guess.... then .... 1 day after i came back, my computer's motherbored fried! how nice.... -_-"  gay gay gay gay.... _|_

Here I am in the U.S again. Congratulation... and _|_ the suck up life starts again........... sigh....